NEW Moon in Scorpio Activation with The Bone Collector and Mahavidya Bhuvanesvari

Bhuvanesvari arrived early this morning welcoming the new moon, along with La Loba, singing golden frequencies, turning the soil of the soul, dusting off bones of dreams, preparing to plant seeds of new life in fresh soil with abundant nutrients, thoughts, emotions and states of being.

Planting seeds on a new moon, are kind of like the moment of conception. Just as the seed of man moves into the womb, so too does the divine seed takes root in soil of our mind, our consciousness, our emotions, and our body.  Bhuvanesvari is reminding of the perfection of the balance of masculine and feminine when in harmony with each other both internally and externally, she is after all the original Goddess of Abundance, the merging of the sun and the moon, the balance of the inner masculine and inner feminine energies within all of us.  Her wisdom flows when we have the structure, the space, the understanding of the balance and the elemental ingredients of creation.

La Loba sits with knowing as she holds an old bone of a dream. The dream is still the same, but the bone is covered in emotional and psychi debris of dreams unfulfilled, wishes never granted, and dashed hopes.  The Mahavidya and the Bone collector, work as one, cleaning the debris, brushing away the words cast over the bone, the dream etched into the bone in the beginning, now being remembered as its dusted off. The experiences that obscured it, no longer overshadowing it.

We clean the bones says La Loba, to clear, restore and replenish its purpose and path within the whole. And we reclaim these bones, says Bhuvanesvari, when we remember its divine essence, bringing it back into the whole of us, balancing us, affirming us, completing us. And once the bone is reclaimed my child, you have the power to strengthen it or change it - the dream ever changing to suit the needs of your soul's evolution and your highest good. Do not allow another words, emotions or projections to be cast upon your bones, for they are your bones and you are the sole decider of your bones purpose and the dream you etch upon it.  For you are the wishing well that all your wishes are sent to. As you drop a coin into the wishing well, you will discover that you are dropping that coin into you. That you are the wish and also the well. That you are the seed and also the soil. Every wish a soul makes can be fulfilled by the very soul that wished it, in truth. You are the well, the vessel, the way, by which the wish, the dream, the vision, comes into fruition.

Many cast the coin into the wishing well, yet doubt the wish, whether by words of others or by their own tongue. One must have the mind, the energy and the beliefs in order for their wish to grow to thrive, to be embodied.  Most doubt before the coin has even left their hand, the soil of their soul not aligned with the wish.  La Loba nods her head at this Mahavidya, honoring her wisdom, she says it is like the woman whom is pregnant, we do not doubt the new life growing within her from a seed, because our eyes see it, our view affirms it, one needs never doubt a life is growing with the swollen belly of the mother transforming.  And yet, we plant seeds of dreams in the womb of our hearts, and because we do not see its growth and steady movement towards it, we assume our eyes can be trusted, but forgot our heart is the soil for it. For when one sees with the heart of the divine, thinks as the divine mind and feels the energy of the divine in all the spaces in between and unseen...they will discover their seed is indeed growing, changing, building within...as within so without. 

La Loba scrapes the legs of a chair upon the floor as she stands with those words.  She shows the trinity on the floor of the house of self. She says it is the maiden mother chrone energy that brings manifestation to its fruition, from thought, to seed, to growth, to nurturing, to thriving. To move with the cycles of new moons and full moons, from the seed to the harvest, one must be present for all the changes and each stage of its evolution, she says - One must embrace the birth of one stage while embracing the death of it, for the next stage of birth. And the cycles of change and birth and death become a flowing change of grace and ease, rather than starting, stopping, clinging, fearing, and all the things we do to try and control the process of change. Manifestation is a balance of planting, nurturing and surrender - creation, preservation and destruction - the process of alchemy.

For me, it has been a deep knowing, a sensing, a feeling, a seering with the presence that precedes the I am, that all of us are shifting, cleaning, changing, expanding, dying and birthing, in one beautiful harmonic song of the universe.  And if I learned anything from my journey, its that the trick to transformation is to surrender to the death, so that you can embrace the birth - Because one cannot exist without the other.

La Loba eyes me at this idea....Think of the first time a woman becomes pregnant with the seed of a child.  If this is a welcomed experience, the mother doesn't even consider the death of her young supple body, instead she yearns to grow life within it, regardless of what stretch marks may come, or the idea of saggy breasts she may have once suckling is done. She is not concerned with the death of her life and her time not being her own anymore. She is too engrossed, so focused on the birth, on the joy of holding what is being prepared to be birthed. Even with the pangs of growth, the change in smells, the nauseau, even then..... her focus will be righted to the life growing within her.  The pregnant women happily, with great heart and vision, looks forward to the birth, the new life, the new addition, and all the wonderous hopes and wishes and dreams that will come as the babes birth occurs. Notice, that she doesn't seem to care that the maiden is dying and the mother is generating. She is so engrossed, fantasy or not, in this new life that is gestating, in the birth, in the future, in hope - that she doesn't give more than two minutes of time to the death that is happening in order for the birth to take place, she surrenders at every stage as she swells and grows with new life. She is dying and birthing over and over. And when the babe is born, that life now outside of her, that cycle is complete and new seed will begin to be dropped into the soil of her soul for the future.

Some transformations are activated because we've received the vision, see the result we want, the desire we've been dreaming so clearly, thus begins the process of death within the self. We begin to shed what was, preparing, making space, to embody that vision, that dream, that desire.  Yet along the way, when there is no swollen belly, or ultrasound, to prove that this birth is even happening, we can feel defeated, disappointed, discouraged and filled with doubt that anything is happening. If so, the vision must be strengthened to withstand the full birthing process. The soil of the soul must aerated, shifted, nutrients moved through it. For the self must be shifted to align with the vision, mentally, emotionally and on an inner energetic level. And when one leans into this, death, transformation and rebirth becomes easier to surrender to, to move with its stages of gestation, before the new self is shifted and embodied.

Self growth and transformation are pretty much the process of the maiden, to pregnancy, to mother. The difference is, most of us can't see a swollen belly that lets us know we are being rebirthed. We don't sense the vision of the future in the clarity that a pregnant woman. But make no mistake...death and transformation are a birthing process. And we have the choice to dwell in the past, trying to avoid the death and cling to the old, OR we can turn our focus to the birth, the new life that is generating within us and bring all of our focus and intentions and faith and surrender to that new life that will be birthed from the seeds of our divine intentions.

We are planting new seeds, the time is now, says Bhuvanesvari. Clear your soil, focus your minds, balance your energy, nurture what feeds your soul and move as one with the cycles, embodying both the structure and the wisdom for you seeds of dreams to grow. For those whose eyes grace these words, have been preparing the soil of their mind, tilling the emotions in the roots, and expanding the nourishment needed to thrive abundantly. And the seeds of pure divine plans are ready to be activated. The wells of you, now aligned with the wish of you, for when they are in alignment, they move from the formless form into the physical form. Let us begin, says Bhuvanesvari.

La Loba hands over a bone....Cleaning bones of wisdom, in retrieving what was lost, arises a more poignant understanding of this great shift, great cleaning, great understanding of wisdom and bones and our lives and the wheels we turn or the ones that turn us....

Was the bone, the dream, ever truly lost?

OR was it hidden for a time, waiting for the perfect moment, just the right shifts in frequency, the needed ray of light to see it clearly? Perhaps it is none of these, for why does one through a dog a bone? To retrieve it after all. To go and get the prize, the treasure, or the wisdom, in La Lobas case.  Perhaps we lose a bone to discard the wounding, so that we would could retrieve the wisdom. The bones we retrieve are never really lost. It's as if we simply cast them into the shadows, until we were ready to see them, to clean them. Only then can one see what they've gained...a bone of wisdom, of light, of truth, that is now ready for its dream to take root, ready to be shifted back into its rightful place and honoured for the wisdom.

The bone collector smiles at this revelation, as if she knows we would come to it all along, in our own time, through the shifts. Time waits for no man, yet man always seems to wait for time. Time does not wait, for waiting is only understood through time itself, to go back, to go forward, to be in this moment here. But tomorrow, you will find that today will only be found in time as yesterday. What is the purpose of this detour of time, I ask the Bone Collector. And the answer is clear:

It is time to retrieve the bones of wisdom from the unconscious. It is time to clean the bones of wisdom in the present awareness. And it is time for the bones now cleaned to return to their song, expressing what wisdoms they have gained while being 'lost for a time'.  For our bones are never lost in the wounding, they are simply waiting. Waiting in time, for us to retrieve the wisdom they have gained through time passed. Nothing is ever wasted says La Loba. For one does not truly lose anything, we simply gain space in its place. And through that making of space, and shifting and sorting, something far greater can be beheld in it, like your bones of wisdom and dreams expanded to be made manifest.

-Erin E Chandler

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